1 /5 Jacob: I was committed here at 21 yrs. For the next 7 years i was in agony & no one even believed me. When i was 38 i found out why i was in agony. Every medication i was prescribed caused me a side effect called akathisia. Akathisia feels like your coming down hard off of some drugs so bad your in agony. It also causes self mutilation as i did the entire time i took whatever meds i was prescibed. Self mutilating the entire time. My life was destroyed & all that happened was the ones who destroyed it got richer. My family & i no longer speak as they could not handle it when i finally refused ALL meds & quit self mutilating. Cowardly fools. No cop (who forced me to the mental hospital), nor family member nor doctor could bear the pain i did for years, for even one day before they cried baby girl tears & started their baby girl begging... Only a fool would believe that justice is a real thing in this world. If i received justice it would mean the doctors & my family (who forced me to take the meds with threats of homelessness) would be forcefully taken from their homes or place of work & be put in a concrete cage. That is a very basic truth. Anyone who thinks mental hospitals have gotten better & are good places should go through a month or two of HELL YOUVE NEVER BEEN CAPABLE OF DREAMING OF, (Akathisia) & then rethink your ignorant fools position. Whoever says "nice" things about theses places is plain jane ignorant! & The deepest Shame belongs to them & their families of fools.... Look up akathisia & spread the word about it or remain part of the problem...